Blooming
4 months and 12 days... Blogging doesn't come easy. I have plenty to share but struggle to find the relevance to Him... his journey. How, in such a short period of time has my world become not connected to the "us" that once was? I suppose the answer is healing. Continuing to live and move on to the next chapter. The chapter that will be mine to explore, nurture and develop. It is the natural way of things. We love, we lose and we move on. One day, that twinge of guilt will subside. We are not designed to remain in a state of sorrow and despair after tragedy strikes. We are meant to live. To learn from it. I've read of people in my position who simply cannot work fully through the loss, by no fault of their own. Who never find love again. Who are so changed by their Alzheimer's journey that while they continue to live, they do so as a party of one. No judgement here. Rebuilding after such tremendous loss is scary. It's hard. It can be sad. But ...