Silver Linings
While my blogs seem to be getting farther and farther apart, my thoughts about this one have been in the forefront of my mind for sometime now. I write about our journey in order to purge my innermost thoughts. It’s a form of therapy for me. I also hope to provide knowledge to those traveling this road. Maybe even provide some comfort to know they are not alone or going crazy, as the role of caregiver makes you doubt your own sanity. I also write to document Randy’s journey. He lived, he loved and he was robbed of so much however, he was very verbal about wanting his illness to somehow aid in ending this horrible disease. Knowledge is power. As of late, the responses I get from my/our story, are those of great distress and sadness. Tears have fallen and hearts have broken. Family, friends and strangers alike, have been touched by these written words. It is oddly comforting to know my words touch others so deeply. A sort of validation that what I am feeling is real. That w